"It's just a feeling that I have"


I can’t ever get it right. 😓


do you ever feel like having too many feelings that you just might explode


I am openly insecure. I need and crave reassurance. Telling me how much you like me or care about me doesn’t mean much because they’re just words. What really catches my attention is if a guy singles me out amongst all other girls. He could have a heavily populated group of girl friends, but when he does something for me that he doesn’t do for the rest… that’s reassurance. He could get me flowers, but if he gives other girls flowers.. well that’s not special; I’m just like any other girl to him! I want someone that goes out of his ordinary ways to prove to me that I am extraordinary to him. It doesn’t need to be some grand gesture. A simple phone call, or a few extra smilies in a text, anything he doesn’t do for just any girl… that’s my kind of reassurance. 

*BUT. I am also openly a lurk. So it’s pretty easy for me to find out what I need to find out. Trust… all girls do this. Not all of them will admit to it though. I don’t lose interest easily, but when I know he’s ignoring me, for instance, no. Just no. That doesn’t run well with me. I’ll still be nice and polite, but sorry. That doesn’t reflect well on you and it won’t work for me.

Anonymous said:
3, 14,15, 19, 22, 28, 45

3. Woow No! Dirty birds haha

14. & 15. Nope! Not my cup of tea (:

19. Jun!! Just a good friend I met at work.

22. mm I’d have to say no. I try not to put myself in a situation where I’d want to do anything like that. There are too many people that I love and love me for me to be so selfish as to take my own life. I think any situation is possible to overcome, some taking more effort than others. #michellerant LOL.

28. Ooooh heck yes I do! My bathroom window is across from my neighbor’s windows and if I can hear them, they can definitely hear me haha. No shame.

45. I don’t know how many actually count.. The ones that meant something to me or were “real”, I’d say 2. But I’ve dated/ talked to quite a few people.

  •  1.Kissed a girl?
  •  2.Kissed a boy?
  •  3.Had sex in public?
  •  4.What’s your religion?
  •  5.What does your URL mean?
  •  6.Reason you joined tumblr?
  •  7.Do you have any nicknames?
  •  8.Do you like bubble bath?
  •  9.Kissed in the rain?
  •  10.Dyed your hair?
  •  11.Soup or salad?
  •  12.Vegetable or meat?
  •  13.Go out drinking?
  •  14.Smoke cigarettes?
  •  15.Smoke weed?
  •  16.Do any hard drugs?
  •  17.Have you had sex today?
  •  18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
  •  19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted?
  •  20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
  •  21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game?
  •  22.Tried to commit suicide?
  •  23.The last time you felt broken?
  •  24.Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt?
  •  25.Do you have a Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
  •  26.Do you have Long hair OR short hair?
  •  27.First thing you notice to a guy/girl?
  •  28.Do you sing in the shower?
  •  29.Do you dance in the car?
  •  30.Where were you yesterday?
  •  31.Ever used a bow and arrow?
  •  32.Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
  •  33.Do you think musicals are cheesy?
  •  34.Is Christmas stressful?
  •  35.Favorite type of fruit pie?
  •  36.Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
  •  37.Do you believe in ghosts?
  •  38.Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
  •  39.Take a vitamin daily?
  •  40.Wear slippers?
  •  41.Wear a bath robe?
  •  42.What do you wear to bed?
  •  43.Do you want to get married?
  •  44.Can you curl your tongue?
  • Relationship preference: 
  •  45.How many relationships have you had?
  •  46.How can I win your heart?
  •  47.what makes a great relationship?
  •  48.Shy OR open?
  •  50.Religious OR non-religious?
  •  51.Caring OR non-restricting of you?
  •  52.Straight edge OR non-straight edge?
  •  53.Piercings OR no piercings?
  •  54.Tattoos OR no tattoos?
  •  55.Quiet stay-at-home type OR party type?
  • ask me these, please? : )


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I had a panic attack yesterday night and went out at 3am in the morning, drove to the sea and slept in the car. I woke up to this.


I had a panic attack yesterday night and went out at 3am in the morning, drove to the sea and slept in the car. I woke up to this.

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